i guess this is it. it's the practice for us to be far away from each other. i'm not ready yet for this to happen. yes, i am not ready. who would tell me everything that happened in this world later ? who would tell me that even a lion grows blossom in its heart ? who would ? no one will. because it is only you who would tell me these nonsense things. no one else. but one day you came up to me and say you are going far away from me ?
i know it sounded selfish but fuck that fishy thingy, i would miss you to death. it is a human nature but please it's hard to be accepted. where ever you are, bare in your heart that i will miss you forever. God knows what's best for both of us.