No matter what you do to me, i'm still here. For some odd reason, i stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words.I make up excuses for you on why you didn't call me, try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. I don't know if i can do better, but do i really want to? When i walk out for good, when i really gain the strength i need, then maybe you will see. Maybe you can look back and say, "Wow that girl really did love me."
Once you lose yourself, you have two choices. Find the person you used to be, or lose that person completely and create a new one.