yeah, sometimes i do pretend to be happy just to make others happy. seeing them having a great smile on their face make me think that everything is going to be okay. it might seem unfair but society never been good enough to me. it has always been ugly. always the same, never changed. although i might feel like giving up on certain times, it doesn't mean that i'm weak. on contrast, when i say i would rule the world, it doesn't mean i'm strong enough to face criticism. life's full of shit but hell yeah, i have my faith in it.