Perfect thingy

for true love is inexhaustible; the more you give, the more you have

i found that on tumblr just now. i don't really have any connection with that quote. or maybe i do have. hahaha. well yes, for the past few months, i've been thinking that i was under a strict control. i cant do this. i cant do that. i was forbidden to do things i always did, normally. i felt like a dork. really really big dork. but still, i knew why those rules have to be done. its for our own good. but i cant really enjoyed my life now. well that was for the truth. i really cant, seriously. for instance, i should not open this, that, i cant be with this that. and all i heard was this and that ! i kept on thinking why ? well, it was really related to the 'PERFECT' thingy. i did understand the fact that it was very important but did i really have to be like a kid ? did you really have to be like mom ? who's kept on nagging and scolding me ? i was really under a big control and im feeling like a gigantic dork. hahaha. guess no one will understand what im talking 'bout here. but people, please, i really need sometime alone. i do not mean a long time. for an hour will do. please ? sometimes, i did hope that i can turned back time and enjoyed the life i had before.